is this a test??

for almost a month i keep telling my self that there is nothing left between u and me. but then tetibe kau txt aku n cakap, sory, dh lme tak cntact and u are feel disturbed sblm ni. ape masalah nyer? kenapa kau suh aku menjauh dr hidup kau n then tetibe kau datang balik. kenapa kau buat aku mcm tuh. kau tak tahu. its hard to move on when i cant let it go. but i tried harder, n even harder than u can imagine. to let my self feel free. tp kenape tetibe kau txt aku n kol aku. is it good enough that im not there to reply your msg n pick up your call. or is it thats unlucky for me unable to pick it up. wht do you wanna say to me? isnt it already over between us. tetibe aku rase confuse dgn diri kau. kau yang ckp kt aku jgn text kau lagi. but suddenly, i receive a msg from u? isnt is weird. kau nak ape lagi dr aku? wanna befriend again. im okay with that. tp, not as good as before. ekceli i feel ok since i got my true self, but then u destroyed it. what for? is it just to see either i can live my life without you? im not a child ok. if u want to leave JUST LEZVE!!if not, tell me why n so that i know what should i do with you. and u know what, im glad if u wanna befriend again (i guess)...